He Leads

A dark plain. A cold night. Flat lands stretching out as far as the eye can see. But in the distance, dawn breaks. The skies slowly begin to glow. And against that dimly lit canopy, I see the silhouette of a Man. Holding a staff, He walks steadily on. His back is to me, yet…

My Greatest Desire

Lord, let me be hid in You. Close to Your heart, may I remain. Futilely, I have chased after peace; and admit, finally, that it is found only in You. I do not want a great calling. Teach me to accept both renown and obscurity, with equanimity. May my deepest joy and satisfaction be that…

Finding Peace

I’m not sure if it’s the pregnancy hormones or the fact that I’m now in my third trimester but recently, I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and worried by all that the future holds. I think of all that is going to change in the new year and I’ve just been burdened by a sense of my…

On Rooting Out Discontentment

I’ve been thinking about contentment today. There is an entire worldview crammed into that single word. Roy Castle once asked, “Why don’t people think about what they have instead of what they haven’t?” And that got me wondering – why don’t I think about all that I have, instead of focusing on all that I…

Reawakening Hope

Opposing views Angry words Devastating arguments Raised voices   Disagreement Dissension Disdain Dislike   Heartache Pain Hurt Despair   Relationships wrecked.   It’s a mountain, Lord, My heart cries.   My spirit is weary My soul wilts   I need some hope. I need some respite. So, restore; Revive.   Slowly Quietly A Voice speaks…

A Different Perspective

It had been a particularly trying conversation. Nothing I said seemed to help. Rather gave offence when no offence was meant. Frustrated, I googled (yes, I do things like that!) – “How to deal with passive aggression”. Most articles helpfully suggested that I avoid the perpetrator or deal with it by being direct. All very…

On Blissful Realisations…

Faced by rock, impregnable, cold, I claw and clamour, wondering – ‘Where do I even begin looking for hope?’ At the door, are despair and anguish; So I clutch at straws – ‘He has promised after all, can it get worse?’ Finally, in desperation, I clench the Word, staring blankly, eyes clouded, by misery. Until!…

On Peace That Passes Understanding…

“Calm me, O Lord, as You stilled the storm, Still me, O Lord, keep me from harm, Let all the tumult within me cease, Enfold me, Lord, in You peace.” –          Celtic Traditional So being confined to the bed with a broken ankle can be very illuminating in many aspects. In terms of experiencing enforced…

On Finding Peace…

“I heard you in the secret place of the storm. In the secret place among the unspoken things, there am I.”* So I’d reached the point of no return. In the silence, stripped of all platitudes, finally it was just Him and I. No pretence. No highfalutin nonsense. Just the plain truth. He listened patiently…

On Taking One Step At A Time…

This past week has been quite illuminating. I’ve been looking for peace, for strength in the not-knowing, for patience. But it’s eluded me so far. Until I asked myself – why was I so nervous and anxious? Yes, there are several life-altering changes on the line here, but digging deeper still, I asked again –…

On Thinking Right…

There are times when I know what I’m thinking is wrong. My mind turns into a playground for all and sundry to walk in; one thought leads to another and I find myself spiralling downward into a hell of my very own making. It’s frustrating and painful to say nothing of being highly unnecessary! I…