Last Time

It will be The last time Pain courses through my veins Despair drags down my soul Grief rips apart my heart It will be The last time Fear chains my mind Anger fuels my words Doubt shakes my faith It will be The last time Shame washes over me Guilt hinders my progress Disobedience robs…

Be Broken

Be shattered Like alabaster Be broken Be willing To let go To die If need be Shards lie Cold Brittle Jagged Raw Numb this pain! Stop this anguish! My God! My God! I don’t understand. Yet, I know this In the shattering Is Immanuel God with me Holding the pieces So Be shattered Be broken…

Convince Me – Please?

Weary of struggling against You Tired of fighting You Exhausted with striving I’m done, Lord. There are so many ‘Ifs’ and even more ‘Buts’ Doubts are clamouring My mind seems to be in a whirl Questions race Answers elude I’ve been aching For all I’ve lost My heart hurts, Lord. Is this grief? This inability…